“You may possess only a small
light, but uncover it, let it shine, use it in order to bring more light and
understanding to the hearts and minds of men and women. Give them not Hell, but
hope and courage. Do not push them deeper into their theological despair,
but preach the kindness and everlasting love of God.”
John Murray
Whenever I feel despair both with
myself or with the rest of humanity I try to remember these words by the
Universalist preacher John Murray.
I have been in full time Unitarian ministry for two and a half years now. I have experienced a lot as I have attempted to put into practical application what I learn at Unitarian College Manchester and of course what life, in all its rich tapestry has taught me.
I have been in full time Unitarian ministry for two and a half years now. I have experienced a lot as I have attempted to put into practical application what I learn at Unitarian College Manchester and of course what life, in all its rich tapestry has taught me.
I turned forty a little over a year ago and many friends and contemporaries have reach that milestone in recent months;
this has led to a lot of personal reflection. I have changed immeasurably these
last ten years. This has not always been easy, in fact at times it has been
deeply painful, but I can honestly say that I regret very little of it. Do not
get me wrong there are certain things that I wish had never happened, not so
much to me, more to the people I have loved. The phrase “We do not regret the
past, nor wish to shut the door on it” from the book “Alcoholics Anonymous”,
keeps on returning to my thoughts and emotions. I am a fortunate man indeed and
I do count my many blessings, even on the difficult days.
I have read a lot of Forrest Church’s work these past two years as well as other Universalist too. I like what I have read it
as spoken to my head, my heart and above all my soul. It has helped me greatly as I have observed the world these last few months and witnessed the many horrors that we seem to inflict on one another. It has also helped me
come to terms with my past and the people I have shared my life with. It has
enabled me come to terms with both the hope and despair that I experience from
time to time.
I recently read Tom
Owen-Towle’s “The Gospel of Universalism: Hope Courage and the Love of God”
recently, it spoke powerfully to me. Particularly when he spoke of Hope and
Despair and explained how they are joined together, at the hip, like Siamese
twins. He describes that in the French language hope (espair) and despair
(desespair) share the same root. He concluded from this that the opposite of
hope is not actually despair but indifference. Indifference is to live without
feeling or passion or care, to fail to respond to the pain and or suffering
around, to deny our link to one another, to fail to feel another’s pain, to
care less. Yes people in the midst of despair struggle and may even want to
give up, but they keep on, hope is never too far away. Hope and despair are two
branches formed from the same root of the one tree.
Universalism is a hope filled faith, but that does not make it an easy path. It is not about sitting back and waiting to be rescued by the God of love it promotes. Instead it declares that salvation, in this life, can only be achieved by facing up to the suffering present in all our lives and dealing directly with the despair that accompanies it.
Like everyone I feel deep sadness at times when I look at the horrors that we seem to inflict on one another. That said I also live with deep that I know can fill the void that we all feel at one time or another.
I am very aware how truly blessed I am.
Universalism is a hope filled faith, but that does not make it an easy path. It is not about sitting back and waiting to be rescued by the God of love it promotes. Instead it declares that salvation, in this life, can only be achieved by facing up to the suffering present in all our lives and dealing directly with the despair that accompanies it.
Like everyone I feel deep sadness at times when I look at the horrors that we seem to inflict on one another. That said I also live with deep that I know can fill the void that we all feel at one time or another.
I am very aware how truly blessed I am.
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